Oh Take Me AWAY!

I had a dream last night about someone very special to me. Then I realized something and I put in a poem for her. Maybe one day she will see this and understand how special she really is.

Updated: 02/04/2008


This dream has come true! I will love her to till I die and I will love her with no regret.
If you read this again. I removed the poem, because you know that the poem was a hope message.

And now, there is no hope.
There is only reality and I am so happy that this became reality.

Cynthia there is no more hiding you are my wife and the dream can now continue with you in my arms.

I love you!!!!

Dear Weblog, you are my only salvation

What is it about me? What is this feeling that I have? What is going on with my heart? There is nothing that I can do to stop it right now, and there is nothing that I can do to pull it from where it has been these past 10 years.

Why would it come back? Why would it need to respond? Is what my feeling goes or does not go? How can you control it? How can you tame it? Is there a reason for that? Is there a way to talk to it? MAKE IT STOP! MAKE IT GO AWAY! IT IS YOUR FAULT! It is your doing.

Why is this in my head? Who put it there? Was it always there? Why do I need it there? Why should I take it out? How long have you been there? How long are you going to stay? Is this it for me? One thing is for sure. There is no turning back now.

I love her!

Great Work Environment!

I just wanted to share the great work environment that I am in. It so happens that this is a office supply cabinet, but the office supply it's really of a different category. Programmers need caffeine and this is how our company helps us out. LOL Cheers!!!!

Power and Glory

This is an amazing movie, there is nothing impossible with God. I'm not a believer, but you cannot help your emotions when you see the power within us that calls out to God to help us. When you never expect it he answers everything at once and you are overwhelmed by his Power and Glory.